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Post by Luna on Jan 2, 2011 23:02:36 GMT -5
I shrugged. "Obviously, I miss you too." A deep pain lurked beyond the nonchalance in my words, and I was sure as my best friend she could detect it. I turned my head away, hiding the tears that threatened my eyes.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 2, 2011 23:35:04 GMT -5
"I wish I could cry. I hurt you two by doing this to myself. I just felt that I had no other option. It was the only thing I could do. I'm happy now. I don't have to worry anymore and you've been doing just fine. You're all fine..." I said softly. My eyes glowed. "That's all I want..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 0:03:48 GMT -5
"Yeah. Fine. Best friend-less, but fine." The venom-laced words escaped my mouth before I had time to take them out. I sighed and sat down on the couch, burying my face in my hands.
{Lucian} I gazed at her seriously. "It's not easy on her," I said softly. "I've been coping with grief my whole life by channeling it into other emotions... she does it by suppressing it. It doesn't work so well."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 0:17:34 GMT -5
"Sorina... I'm so sorry..." I said softly. "Please forgive me..." I cried.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 0:20:55 GMT -5
{Sroina} I looked up at her, tears shining in my eyes. "I'm not mad at you, Crystal. I'm just... hurt..." I said softly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 1:26:17 GMT -5
"You should be mad at me..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 2:41:59 GMT -5
I gazed at her steadily. "You're my best friend. You died. Why on earth should I be mad?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 3:15:57 GMT -5
I looked at her, sadness all throughout my expression. "Because I killed myself..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 12:22:09 GMT -5
My head snapped up. "You WHAT?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 13:00:57 GMT -5
"Sorina, I'm so sorry..." I said softly to her. I hated that I did this to both of them...
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 13:19:27 GMT -5
I jumped off of the couch. "Here we go..." Lucian muttered under his breath. I shot him a withering glare and he held up his hands in surrender. I crossed my arms, staring in fury at my semi-transparent friend. "Why would you do that, Crystal?" I demanded, my voice shooting high in volume. "Why would you kill yourself?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 15:02:11 GMT -5
I cringed. "Sorina, I know it was wrong to do but I just couldn't take it any more. Like I said I'm happy..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 15:03:52 GMT -5
"Oh, yes?" My voice turned sharp. "Well, at least you're happy!"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 3, 2011 16:40:33 GMT -5
"I'm sorry I've caused you so much trouble..." I said softly. I vanished then. Though I was still there they just couldn't hear or see me.
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Post by Luna on Jan 3, 2011 16:59:57 GMT -5
"Crystal..." I buried my face in my hands and gave way to uncontrollable sobs, as hard as I had the first time. It felt like her death all over again. After a moment I felt the now-familiar warmth of Lucian's arms around me, holding me tightly against him in an effort to control the shaking. I leaned into him and let him hold me. To hell with my pride, for once.
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