Post by jlcgurl on Mar 17, 2011 20:29:56 GMT -5
The most private thing to me is my room. I hold all of my feelings, secrets, likes, and dreams in there. In this room and under my pillow is my most secretive possession. It is my journal. If anyone were to read it I would never be able to live again. I would die from complete shame because it holds the real me. Within the book is pages filled with poems, memories, and stories of everything I've felt and most importantly the person I love...
I went into my room and locked my door. I turned up my stereo. I plopped onto my bed and grabbed my journal and pen. I had to write...
So today's question... What is it about Cole Marcus that makes him so irresistible? Why is it that when I see him my heart flips? Why can't my heart get a grip and understand that all men want is pleasure...? The simple answer to these questions would be that I am deeply, madly, and irrevocably in love with him... The truth though is that fate has chosen to mess with me. It feels that I don't have the right to chose who I want to love. It feels the need to chose for me and that is why Cole Marcus is my soulmate... Now you may say that it is far better to know who you'll end up with but it takes away the choices you can make. You will always have the strong feelings for that one person... I just don't know if it's right... Do I love him...?
I sighed and shut my journal. I placed it back underneath the pillow and turned off my stereo I then fell into a peaceful sleep...
{Next Day....}
I woke up and got dressed as usual. I was prepared for another boring day of school... I grabbed an apple and ate it on my way. I found Cole and smiled casually at him. "Up for another day of teenage brain damaging classes?" I asked, giggling.
I went into my room and locked my door. I turned up my stereo. I plopped onto my bed and grabbed my journal and pen. I had to write...
So today's question... What is it about Cole Marcus that makes him so irresistible? Why is it that when I see him my heart flips? Why can't my heart get a grip and understand that all men want is pleasure...? The simple answer to these questions would be that I am deeply, madly, and irrevocably in love with him... The truth though is that fate has chosen to mess with me. It feels that I don't have the right to chose who I want to love. It feels the need to chose for me and that is why Cole Marcus is my soulmate... Now you may say that it is far better to know who you'll end up with but it takes away the choices you can make. You will always have the strong feelings for that one person... I just don't know if it's right... Do I love him...?
I sighed and shut my journal. I placed it back underneath the pillow and turned off my stereo I then fell into a peaceful sleep...
{Next Day....}
I woke up and got dressed as usual. I was prepared for another boring day of school... I grabbed an apple and ate it on my way. I found Cole and smiled casually at him. "Up for another day of teenage brain damaging classes?" I asked, giggling.