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Jan 9, 2011 14:15:35 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 14:15:35 GMT -5
"That's not your fault..." I said softly. I wanted to cry so much. "My daughter's become just like me. In a lot of ways that's not a good thing at all. She's probably a lot worse than me now actually.... Venus, come here," I said softly. She nodded and walked over. I turned her around and lifted up the back of her shirt. Whip marks covered her back. The marks were so bad. I knew I was going to be sick. A few tears fell. I covered my mouth with my free hand, trying to calm myself.
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Jan 9, 2011 14:19:33 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 14:19:33 GMT -5
My eyes widened. "Oh, God..." I whispered. "What happened?"
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Jan 9, 2011 16:33:03 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 16:33:03 GMT -5
I bit my lip and lowered my eyes. "Your daughter's soul mate has tortured a lot. It's due to the fact that her soul mate is her soul mate's half-brother, and has it out for him. "She's already been raped too..." I said softly. Tears fell. "Y'all can go back upstairs," I said to them. They nodded and went back to whatever it was they were doing. "I feel like such a terrible parent for letting this happen, but there's not much I can do about it. The boy can't be killed. If he is then of course your daughter dies. Venus's soul mate left her once, thinking it would end everything, but his brother continued and Venus tried to kill herself and found herself pregnant and confused so he came back," I said as tears continued to fall. "I just don't no what to do... One child hates me, another hates their life, and the other hates himself..." I said softly. "I have two emo children and the other's gothic and trying to be the protective person here because I haven't done a thing, because I have no clue what to do," I said as I began to sob.
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Jan 9, 2011 17:06:36 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 17:06:36 GMT -5
I sighed and hugged her tightly. "Emotional as ever, I see..." I murmured.
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Jan 9, 2011 18:09:32 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 18:09:32 GMT -5
"Even more..." I said as I continued to sob and hugged her back. "Of course when I blamed myself I said that I should have been the one that was dead. Lucian slapped me really hard for that... I know I shouldn't blame myself, but it seemed that way because if Lacey hadn't been about to kill me then you wouldn't have died. That's why right after you died I had Lacey kill me, and if Lucian hadn't automatically known what was going on and showed up and gave me his blood, I would've died..." I said softly to her.
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Jan 9, 2011 18:17:11 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 18:17:11 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes. "Crystal, I don't want to be slapping you on our first meeting again after fifteen years... like I told Lucian, it wasn't your fault, and it wasn't his. It was my decision. I wouldn't have gotten Lacey to kill me if I didn't truly want to."
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Jan 9, 2011 18:48:59 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 18:48:59 GMT -5
"I know. It's just when I left him alone here and all I couldn't take all of the pain. While we were gone every night I would wake up screaming during the middle of the night. I just couldn't forgive myself inside... My life going the way it is I've always needed you around. It was easy to blame myself for you not being around. I've done things like that since I know I can't kill myself..." I said softly.
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Jan 9, 2011 18:54:55 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 18:54:55 GMT -5
"I would have been here if I could," I murmured. "I didn't stop searching once during that entire fifteen-year time span. I'm sure it wasn't hard for you to find this place again, just trace it back to where you left from. but I was transported all the way across the country." My lips twisted into a wry grin. "Usually it's nice places that are that hard to find. If not for you and Lucian, it wouldn't have been worth the search at all."
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Jan 9, 2011 20:38:57 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 20:38:57 GMT -5
"I bet..." I said softly. "We came back mainly cause of some issues..." I said softly. I never like to blame it on my daughter. Roxie always did and it hurt because I know she hated it.
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Jan 9, 2011 22:48:51 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 22:48:51 GMT -5
I gave her a small, bleak half-smile. "Mind if I come in?"
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Jan 9, 2011 23:35:26 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 9, 2011 23:35:26 GMT -5
"Oh right, sorry," I said softly and stepped away from the door to let them in.
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Jan 9, 2011 23:40:11 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 9, 2011 23:40:11 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes briefly. "How is that neither of you have changed all that much?" I muttered, stepping into her house.
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Jan 10, 2011 1:09:43 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 10, 2011 1:09:43 GMT -5
"Couldn't change much..." I said shrugging softly.
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Jan 10, 2011 1:12:01 GMT -5
Post by Luna on Jan 10, 2011 1:12:01 GMT -5
"Then again, he - " I jabbed my thumb towards Lucian - "has turned into some weirdo depressed softie..." "He's right here," Lucian muttered, proving he wasn't completely different.
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Jan 10, 2011 2:29:28 GMT -5
Post by jlcgurl on Jan 10, 2011 2:29:28 GMT -5
"Yeah I know..." I said softly. Thoughts began to flow to a moment. I was trying to get them out of my head. Mainly it was because of the fact that Sorina was here. I was trying to send some kind of signal as to what my mind was flowing to to Lucian. It just really worried me...
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