Post by jlcgurl on Jun 30, 2010 22:39:16 GMT -5
"I need more practice time though. I hope Sorina'll like it." I smiled at him. I sat back down and played the introduction. It was sort of fast but I could handel it. I finally got to the words. It all came to me easily. I started to sing, "Making my way downtown, walking fast, faces pass, and I'm home bound. Staring blankly ahead just making my way, making my way, through the crowd. And I need you, And I miss you, And now I wonder....If I could fall, into the sky, do you think time, would pass me by? 'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles, if I could just see you, tonight. It's always times like these, when I think of you, and I wonder if you ever think of me. 'Cause everything's so wrong and I don't belong living in your precious memories." I stopped starting to tear up and becoming a little nervous. I turned to look at him. "I need a little more practice." Lier!, A voice in my head yelled. Like I would actually tell Lucian that I was getting nervous over the fact that he was here. I actually felt like I had a flashing neon sign above my head saying, "I like you!!!!" I wanted us to be more than friends, but it seems that's all we were destined to be. I wonder if he ever even noticed. If so he probably didn't care. It was all so depressing how cold and blind his heart could be. Not only did it keep him from finding love that was right in front of him, but it also hurt those that tried to get his attention like me. Who've had a depressing life and are trying to get some sort of caring from him but he has no reaction. He keeps it locked inside. He needs to wake up one day.