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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 0:01:17 GMT -5
"Oh," I said a little disapointed, "Thanks...I guess. If you can ever get her to talk to me I would be able to easily figure out what's going on. Like I said I feel some sort of connection to her pain and if I found out what was wrong then I would be able to not only help her but myself as well." I looked deeper into his eyes, and I could see that there was some sort of pain inside. Something happened to his sister which makes him worry. I wish he would just tell me what happend.....
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 0:06:56 GMT -5
No way was she feeling what Fate was feeling. She hadn't met that teenage boy. Her parents weren't dead. She wasn't losing everyone. Or was she? Maybe that guy got to her too...."Um...Have you ever met a young teenager in the woods that looked crazy?" God that sounded so stupid.....God I swear I'm losing it.....An insane vampire. Lovely....
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 0:11:47 GMT -5
I raised my eyebrows at him confused why he would ask something like that, but he sort of just told me what happend to Fate. "No....what happend with Fate and that guy?" I asked staring deeper into his eyes.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 0:18:11 GMT -5
Crap. Very smart Thomas. Telling a wolf something personal. "She wouldn't tell me the whole story. All I know is she got mad at me, ran off, was gone for at least an hour, yelled my name, and then I found her covered in human blood and she was sobbing. Ever since then she doesn't really express her emotions, but you can always read her face." I had to keep from choking up at the end. What really happened in the woods that night? Zoomed through my head for the trillionth time.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 0:27:33 GMT -5
"Okay, you know that you're going to end up telling me the full story one way or another. I have a messed up life too, believe it or not. Sure I give off the appearance of a girl that's popular, snobby, and rich, but my life is lonely, sad, and tragic. No one fully understands what I'm going through so I keep it locked inside, and that's exactly what Fate's doing. I'm not exactly even sure why I'm going through all this trouble for this, but Fate might be the only one that understands exactly what I'm going through and that might be why her sadness hits me so hard inside. You can either tell me or I will find some way to force it out of you." I said to him a little furious inside, but not sure why I wasn't crying. Normally when I talked like this it would pull at my heart hard enough to make me cry, but the rage inside kept me from breaking down right in front of him.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 0:32:57 GMT -5
"I'm done talking to you. If you want to know talk to HER. Not me." My heart was pounding. My head was unclear. What was happening? Oh God.....I couldn't kill her. I wouldn't. I ignored the stinging sensation in my gum. I felt my fangs. Crap....Crap...."Go talk to if you want." I walked away from her and called over my shoulder "I have to go and you shouldn't talk to me anymore."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 1:12:28 GMT -5
My eyes widened as I saw the blood drip from his mouth. Was he wanting to kill me? It wasn't going to be hard to follow his order of staying away though if he did try I wouldn't let him finish the job. I knew how to kill vampires and I wouldn't be afraid to use my skills when needed. It seems that I was now attracted to danger, but I really didn't care much anymore. I went to my locker and headed off to class I would need to talk to Fate soon. {After Class} I searched around for any girls with long purple hair. I soon saw her standing near her friends talking away. I walked over to her repeating the same thing I did with Lucian earlier except that I did it a little more politely by telling her friends that I needed to talk to her. I looked the girl square in the eyes and said, "Listen, I know you're a vampire. You can't fool me. I just want to talk, okay? I have a messed up life too belive it or not, and it would make me feel better if I had someone that understood exactly how I felt. The look in your eyes hit me deeply inside earlier and from what your brother said it seemed that I wasn't wrong about us being a lot alike, so could you please do me a favor and tell me what happend with that boy in the woods?" I asked sweetly and gently trying to keep from make her even more scared or upset. I was holding her arms tight against the wall to keep her from running away, but not so tight that it would hurt or frighten her.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 1:19:04 GMT -5
I glared at her. "Listen. I don't care what my brother told you. I'm fine. I don't really want to share my thoughts with you. I don't even know you, Kay?" I felt my eyes stinging. "I really need you to let me go. I'm sorry that you have a bad life. I really am. I just....don't feel like talking about mine." I bit my lip to stop from crying. "I need to go and find my brother, so let me go." I said the last few words with confidence i didn't feel I had at the moment. How could Thomas tell her? Why would he betray me?
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 1:47:17 GMT -5
Suddenly I felt sick...."What are you?" I whispered in fear.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 2:16:59 GMT -5
I felt the tears rush to my eyes as the grip of my hands released. "What am I even doing? Have I lost my mind? I'm sorry to have bugged you like this. I don't know what's gotten into me. I feel like some kind of monster. Some freak of human nature. Lost in this world with no one who really understands me. I just needed someone to understand me, and I thought that you would but I don't know...." I cried this as the tears kept falling from my eyes. People kept staring at me. I hated having all of this attention on me like this. I sat down on the floor still sobbing trying to control myself. I need someone to help me. I was lost and afraid in this world. I was falling to pieces even more every day. If this continued on I would get myself killed. I almost did that once and I had a feeling that soon I was gonna lose it and do it again if I didn't have someone to talk to. All my friends were no help if none could understand exactly what was going on, to be lonely and rejected, regretful, and depressed. If someone had gone through all of those exact emotions I would be thankful. Even if they were a year younger.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 2:22:44 GMT -5
Against all my better judgments I reached into my purse and brought out a Kleenex and then I wrapped my arms around the strange older girl. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset. I'm just not very good with people who know I'm a.....vampire." I lowered my voice so low I didn't even think she heard. I said vampire with loathing and sadness. "Here's a Kleenex,....Crystal." I looked at my watch. "I'm sorry, but I really do have to find Thomas, my brother."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 2:25:50 GMT -5
I smiled a little looking up at her. I took the Kleenex thankfully and asked, "Could we please talk later though?" I looked into her eyes almost pleading.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 2:28:48 GMT -5
"Maybe. My big brother won't be there, though." I laughed a little, thinking of Thomas and his temper. Which reminded me. I was going to kill him!!!!! He betrayed me. "Hey, Crystal...what did my brother tell you about me?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 6, 2010 2:33:34 GMT -5
"He didn't say much. Just that you didn't open up to much. I asked him some questions though that made him ask, "Have you ever met a young teenager in the woods that looked crazy?", so I asked him more about it since I figured that had happend to you. He wouldn't tell me any more though. He probably wouldn't trust a werewolf like me. Plus, he bit his lip pretty hard. He told me to stay away from him." I looked up at her just now realizing I told her that I was a werewolf.....
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 6, 2010 2:43:25 GMT -5
Oh crap. A werewolf? I winced on the inside, but plastered a huge, reassuring grin on my face. "Cool. I love dogs more than cats...No offense....um...." I felt my smile falter. I was talking to a werewolf....Wait. I just now realized. Why was Thomas biting his lip? "Crystal, why was my brother gnawing on his lip?" Oh jeez. He probably was nervous Crystal would kill me or something...
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