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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 15, 2010 12:20:22 GMT -5
I couldn't believe myself. I was kissing him back. "Stop it you idiot!" a voice screamed in my head. I didn't stop. I was enjoying kissing him. Tears ran down my face as I tried to stop. I finally started to gain control. I squirmed a little under his lips, trying to get him away from me. It wasn't helping that much so I stomped on his foot. I was completely afraid of both his and Thomas's reactions. I had just kissed another guy. Sure it was against my will, but I could've just stood there and got what ever was coming for me. It also doesn't help that I enjoyed it. "I'm so sorry Thomas. Please don't hate me...." I sent mentally as more tears fell.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 15, 2010 12:35:56 GMT -5
{Vincant} I slapped her hard. "Crista...Crista...Crista..." I shook my head, smiling.
{Fate} I contralled the urge to scream my head off at Crystal, but I just held a hand to my mouth. Crystal had kissed another guy. I was....beyond understanding. I had come back to change into something less wrinkled, but I had stopped short. The guard was a few feet away talking into a mouth piece. Ters were streaming down my face and then I found myself in warm, muscualar arms. "I'm here, Fate." Matt whispered, soothingly. I buried my head into his chest. "Crystal...Vincant...Thomas...I don't understand!" I sobbed. "I know..I know...It will all be ok..." He stroked my heaed and lead my away from the door. Matt was Matt and I couldn't deny I liked him...maybe even loved. "Fate, Don't. He'll hurt you..." I different familar voice said in my head. I ignored it. I didn't want to listen to anyone expecially Marcus, my soulmate.
{Thomas} Me and Marcus both stopped in our tracks. "Oh My God...." I said, fighting ripping someone's head off. "That sneeky little child! Messing with my Fate's emotions!" Marcus was fuming and trying to take deep breaths. All his words were spoken through clenched teeth. I just stayed silent. I knew it shouldn't have hurt as much as it did, but I felt like my heart had been ripped out. I felt tears roll down my cheeks and I immediately wiped them away. I should be used to getting hurt, but now...I just thought of one person who could help me. Davena and she would help me, but didn't I have to save Crystal? A tiny voice in my head said, "She has that wolf now" , but I tried to ignore it.
{Marcus} I wanted to rip Matt limb from limp and drain him of all his filthy blood......I suddenly realized something was coming out of my eyes. I wiped at them and nearly gasped. ME, Marcus Connors was actually crying my eyes out.
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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 15, 2010 13:29:12 GMT -5
"Thomas I'm sorry. I didn't mean to..... I'm so sorry." I cried in my head. I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't want to speak to me, or even if he left me. I'd hurt him. "I don't deserve love." I sent ashamed of myself. I deserved to die alone. Tears fell as I just stood there. I suddenly felt my anger shake up, and felt the chains break around my hands. I growled at Vincant and knocked him to the ground as I changed to wolf form and broke the ones around my legs. I leaned forward and bit his neck. I wasn't gonna kill him. I couldn't, but blood was pouring out of his neck. I leaned back and changed into human form. I growled in his face, "My name's Crystal, not Crista. If you kiss me again I swear I'll rip your head off and won't think twice about it." I got off of him and ran after Matt and Fate. I knew she saw what happened. "Fate.... Please talk to me. I didn't mean to do that. I'm sorry. I'm just scared." I said knowing it wasn't the best idea to be near Matt right now, but I didn't care what he did to me. I only cared about Thomas and Fate right now, maybe even Marcus. I didn't care about how I ended through all of this. I just wanted them to be safe. As long as everyone else was safe I wouldn't care what happend to me.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 15, 2010 16:51:03 GMT -5
{Fate} I looked up at Crystal and glared. "What now? Come to kiss Matt too?" I felt horrible as soon as it left my mouth. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." I said, stepping away from Matt, but holding on to his hand. "I'm confused too, Crystal,but you don't see me making out with Matt right now do you?"
{Marcus} "Is that it?" THomas asked for the hundreth time. Sadness made him even more ANNOYING!"I DON'T KNOW! I'VE NEVER BEEN TO I...." Then I heard laughing. It was coming from a slightly opened window, so we crept up to it and listened. "Was she a good kisser?" A deep wolf voice said. "Oh yeah!" Another wolf voice said and I saw Thomas tense. "That's the guy who kissed Crystal!" He whispered furious. "On the count of three we attack, ready? 1, 2,3!!!" WE both jumped through the window and went into action. Thomas was on top of the second speaker in an instant ripping at his neck. I was on the other and ripped and tore until he went limp and stopped growling. "Thomas, dude are you..." I stood up and laughed. He was drenched in blood, but the wolf was gone. "Shut up. He got away." He glared. "Let's go find the girls. before I throw YOU out the window." I followed behind laughing. Wow...
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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 15, 2010 17:24:14 GMT -5
"Fate... He kissed me. If I didn't kiss him back he could've killed me. I wasn't thinking and I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me. I don't blame you if you don't. I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I don't deserve love from anyone. I've only hurt those that I love. I'm sorry." I said and tears rolled down my cheeks. I heard Thomas's voice. He was here to save me. He might still love me. I smiled a little inside, but didn't show it. I knew him and Marcus were gonna attack so I didn't want to let Matt know quickly that they were here. I would just let him find out through his own ways.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 15, 2010 17:39:01 GMT -5
{Fate} I had to bite my lip to keep from laughing. Marcus was here. "I don't know if I can forgive you." I lied, making my eyes twinkle with laughter, hoping she got I was distracting Matt. "Oh Mattt..." I turned back to him and hugged hyim hard. THen I heard two sets of footsteps. I jumped back from Matt and beside Crystal. Thank you... I said mentally to Marcus.
{Marcus} Me and Thomas stood beside each other, faces hard. "Hello, Mathew." I said, coldly. "Well well well...Come to take my girl away again?" He asked, his tone faltering at the end. He was scared. I exchanged a smug expression with Thomas. Then we jumped him. I went for his left arm and THomas for his right. We were going to rip him in half. We began to pull and I looked at Fate. She was hugging Crystal, eyes closed and tears streaming down her face. She did love him. I tightened my grip and then he disappeared. He just vanished. I snarled in confused fury and Thomas stood dazed and angry. Fate looked suprised but realived. THen she was in my arms. "Oh Marcus, I love you so much!" I hugged her tighter. "Fate, I love you too!" I didn't care about the fact she loved Matt when she was with me.
{Thomas} I stood with my back to Crystal. I couldn't face her yet. I was trying to keep myself from crying and running to her...
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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 15, 2010 18:37:25 GMT -5
I could tell easily that Thomas was still mad at me. Fate had forgiven me, but he still hadn't. I didn't blame him either. I'd hurt him too much. Tears rolled down my cheeks instantly. I tried to stop crying, but I couldn't control myself. I was hurting too much in my heart. Some pain seemed to be from things I'd forgotten. I could feel it in my heart though. I burried my face in my hands as I started to sob. I felt so alone in my heart. I felt that no one would ever really care for me. I felt it all as my fault. My parents didn't care for me. My own soulmate didn't anymore. All from me doing something stupid. I was a wreck and unloveable. I knew it. Even that guy in my dream didn't love me. I didn't know if he was real or not, but it seemed he didn't care for me either. I had caused this all upon myself. I had no one else to blame. I was completely alone and scared. "I understand if you don't want to speak to me. I don't blame you." I sent to him mentally. I knew I wouldn't be able to speak to him, but I at least had to let him know.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 15, 2010 18:46:34 GMT -5
{Thomas} I finally gave up and hugged her close. "I'm here for you, Cristie."
{Fate} I hugged my soulmate, but blocked my thoughts. I was thinkig about Matt. At least Thomas was still with Crystal. That was good. Then a sudden thought hit me. I jerked away from Marcus and ran down the hall, looking for something I had forgotten. I heard footseps behind me, but I ignore tem. I finally found what I was looking for and grabbed her. "Amity!" I snuggled my bunny as soon as I let her out of the horrid cage she was in. "What are you doing?" I male hand grabbed my shoulder. I flipped the wolf over and snarled in his face. "DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH ME, MUTT!" I punched him hard and let him go. I heard clapping and turned around. Marcus was leaned against the door frame smiling. "Wow. You sounded just like me, Kittenh." I frowned. "No I didn't, I looked way better than you ever do, Marky-Pooh..." I walked past him and I heard him mutter: "Marky-Pooh?" I laughed. "So are you ok?" I asked Crystal.
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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 15, 2010 19:20:53 GMT -5
The tears kept falling, but now I felt a warmth in my heart. I hugged him tightly as the tears kept falling. I looked at Fate and said, "I honestly don't know...." I looked up at Thomas, my eyes glittering with curiousity as I asked, "Um.....Do you know this guy?" I showed him the guy from my dream. I kind of wanted to see him or who ever I was talking about in my dream I think their names were Dawn and Sorina. For some reason I felt that if I saw them I would remember.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 15, 2010 19:28:16 GMT -5
{Thomas} I shrugged. "Lucian. He's a wolf with horrible acting skills and serious love issues." I smiled. Then nearly gagged. "PLEASE! PLEASE! DON'T DO THAT WITH ME RIGHT HERE!" I demanded, shutting my eyes tight. Marcus was nuzzling Fate's neck and it made me sick. I heard Fate giggling. Ugh....
{Fate} "Marcus, come on stop!" I said, mentally. I couldn't help, but gtiggle. "You're evil!" He smirked. "You just now realized this?" I smiled. "Of course not. I've known it, but I didn't really think it was hot, until now." He laughed. "Really?" I grinned. "Nope!" Then I jumped away and hugged Crystal and Thomas. "Group hug!" I shouted pulling Marcus. "Nooo..." He had no choice, but to hug them. We looked hilarious and stupid, but it was fun.
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Post by jlcgurl on Aug 16, 2010 16:06:27 GMT -5
"Could you take me to these two girls I mentioned in my dream. Their names were Dawn and Sorina.... I think. I have a feeling if I see them I'll start to remember." I asked when we all let go. Is it kinda bad that I actually thought it was cute the way Marcus treated Fate? I tried hiding that thought from Thomas. I didn't want him to hear that.
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Post by lena12000 on Aug 16, 2010 16:11:06 GMT -5
{Fate} "Um...Marcus, I don't think you should come." He glared at me. "Why not?" He demanded. "Well...um we are going to Sorina's house and you tried to kill Sorina's best friend. I doubt she likes you." He smirked. "I'm still going." He said determined. "Fine. I hope Lucian rips your head off..." Thomas muttered. "CHILD., DO NOT DISRESPECT YOU'RE ELDERS!" I luaghed. "Jee does that mean I'm a child? Oh fine..." I walked away from him and up to Crystal. "You ok?" I whispered quietley in her ear.
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