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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 12, 2011 22:38:40 GMT -5
"Of course..." I muttered softly under my breath. I didn't mean for that to come out but it just did...
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Post by Luna on Sept 13, 2011 6:15:03 GMT -5
I cringed. "Crystal..."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 13, 2011 6:23:51 GMT -5
I turned sharply to look at him. "How would you feel to always be second best?" I asked.
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Post by Luna on Sept 13, 2011 15:11:07 GMT -5
"Why do you always do this?" I snapped, suddenly angry. "Sunny is... was... your best friend, and to me, she was the most important thing in my life. There was no one like her. No one. I loved her, and I chose to love her alone. Do you know how hard you made that? Did you ever stop to think that if she knew what went on between us, she'd hate us both forever? She's dead, Crystal, and I'm not ever going to fall for anyone else, ever. I love you as a sister, but not as anything else, and if you can't accept that..." I shook my head and went on walking.
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 13, 2011 18:23:57 GMT -5
I didn't realize at first how upset I was until I felt that my whole body was numb. My body was shaking so rapidly and my breaths were so quick I felt that any second I would black out... Tears were literally pouring down my face and I fell to my knees. I was sobbing so hard that it made it even harder to breathe. "I-I'm s-s-so s-s-sorry..." I sobbed repeatedly. I didn't care if I passed out right here. I hoped I would die... I deserved it. I was so selfish, so ungrateful. I wish my parents could just come back to beat me to death for all of the things I have done... I deserved it... I deserved it all...
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Post by Luna on Sept 13, 2011 18:27:40 GMT -5
My eyes widened. "Oh, God, Princess," I whispered, and then pulled her close to me. "I'm so sorry..."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 13, 2011 18:38:18 GMT -5
"I-It's m-m-m-my f-f-fault... I-I d-de-deser-deserve th-this...." I sobbed harder. "I-I de-deserve t-t-to d-d-die!" I cried hard.
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Post by Luna on Sept 13, 2011 18:39:11 GMT -5
"Shh, shh... I didn't mean that... I'm sorry..." I whispered.
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 13, 2011 19:25:27 GMT -5
I sobbed hard into his chest. "C-could you please c-carry m-m-me...?" I sobbed.
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Post by Luna on Sept 13, 2011 19:27:04 GMT -5
I nodded and lifted her into my arms. "It'll be okay, Princess."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 13, 2011 20:15:57 GMT -5
I shook my head and continued to sob into his chest.
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