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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 19:53:13 GMT -5
Lucian was sitting up against a dark and old building, most like the others in town. The wind gave a light breeze as the sky seemed to only get darker and darker. Only the lights of the flickering street lamps gave off a light orange glow to try and keep the streets visible, but the glow barely reached the alley ways where he was now, leaving him in a dark shadow that I was now lurking upon. His body was shaking as he cried softly from confusion and frustration I was sure. I smirked softly and then began to show tears streaming down my face with the glow of crystals as always. "L-Lucian...." I sobbed softly, knowing that even with the light angelic voice I now used, softly dancing upon the wind to reach his ears, it would reach them quickly enough.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 19:56:11 GMT -5
My head snapped up. "Crystal? Y-you're not dead..."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 20:06:15 GMT -5
"Y-Yes I am, Lucian..." I said as tears continued to glisten as they rolled down my cheeks. "I had to kill myself... I couldn't survive... I'm dead, and I forever will be now. Aren't you happy that you have made me this way? It was your fault anyways. You never cared. You were that one person I wanted to love me and you never did... It's your fault. You killed me far too many times," I said sharply as tears continued to pour. I walked forward. I let the light shine on my arms showing burn marks and knife wounds on my arms and wrists. Then let it show a long cut across my chest that was also made from a knife. Finally I showed a gun shot wound on my forehead.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 20:07:52 GMT -5
My eyes widened. "C-crystal? W-what did you do to yourself?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 20:41:56 GMT -5
"I burned my arms not only as a symbol for the times I was beaten and burned by my parents but also as a sign as my memories of you and my life burning with my flesh. Then the drops of blood that poured from my body where I cut myself on my wrists and arms represented the tears I poured over you. Then the slash over my chest represented me cutting up the heart I devoted to you that you constantly broke. Then the wound on my head represents the life that was so desperately pleading to be relinquished from all of the suffering it had gone through and it finally having it's prayers answered. These all tell the story of why I died and what you could have done to prevent that from ever happening, but you didn't. You loved someone else and didn't care enough to realize exactly how much pain I went through every time you kissed her, every time you held her as she cried. Even after she died you didn't care about me. After fifteen years of her being gone, but I was still there... You were supposed to love me, but you didn't and if I could have taken your life as I had taken mine I would have in the same exact fashion because you don't deserve the life you have. I would rather you suffer though, and see what you have done to not only me but everyone else you have hurt and killed as well. You killed me from the inside until it finally was too much for my body to bear," I said sharply. As I talked I had reached down to grab a quarter of the ground. As I paced and continued to talk I flipped it and caught it effortlessly.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 20:47:37 GMT -5
That damn quarter... I shook my head and looked up at Crystal. "Princess... I'm so sorry..." I whispered raggedly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 21:00:25 GMT -5
"Lucian, all you have ever done is try to apologize and hug me expecting that to just fix everything. It doesn't that doesn't do anything. Man up and fix it, but apologizing does nothing. If you just want to mope around then I am proving to you that there's nothing on this Earth that will ever fix you. You will suffer just like I did. Just like all of us did. You don't deserve us," I said sharply.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 21:03:17 GMT -5
I shook my head blankly. "Sunny, Ruby... I don't know who's next, but I don't know that it could hurt worse than this..."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 21:35:57 GMT -5
"You deserve all of this. You don't deserve any mercy," I said sharply.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 21:36:50 GMT -5
I smiled bleakly. "You gonna tell me to kill myself, too?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 21:53:38 GMT -5
"Well, now that you mention it that could be one way to get out of the suffering. Join me and your soulmate... Join all of us together. Then this will end," I chuckled softly.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 22:00:31 GMT -5
I shook my head. "I-I don't want to kill myself."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 22:04:37 GMT -5
"What else are you going to do? You have nothing else to live for now. You've lost everyone, including me. No one wants you. Not even your kids. You've never truly been there for them either. You don't deserve life," I said sharply.
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Post by Luna on Sept 7, 2011 22:05:57 GMT -5
I shook my head. "T-that's not true."
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Post by jlcgurl on Sept 7, 2011 22:10:50 GMT -5
"How is that not true? What have you done that's good for me? I'm dead and it's your fault. You cause everyone around you to die. It's all your fault. You have nothing to live for. It's the complete truth," I said sharply.
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