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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 1:57:00 GMT -5
{Fate} I had to laugh. They sounded like an old married couple! Wow....
{Mathew} Why the heck was she laughing? He looked at Fate from the corner of his eye, so it wouldn't be so obvious.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 2:02:39 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes at everything and walked off tired of all of the fighting. My family is breaking apart along with me. A tear fell as I walked away hoping no one noticed. Out of all of the things I've ever faced, the thing I was most afraid of was myself.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 2:04:40 GMT -5
"Hey! Wait up!" I called, walking next to Crystal. I pulled out a kleenex from my bag. "Here. Wipe your face off." I smiled warmly at her.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 2:24:58 GMT -5
"Thanks," I said to her as I did what she said. "I just can't stand to have people acting like this near me, especially if it's my friends." I said to her wiping away the rushing tears. I hate that I can't stop crying. I can't control anything, and I'm so weak. These thoughts made me cry even more. I looked like a mess. I just wanted my life to be normal. That's all I need or want.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 2:33:20 GMT -5
"I know. I'm really sorry, Crystal." I handed her my compact mirror. "Think about it this way at least your friends know about you. I feel like such a monster sometimes, so I refuse to tell my friends what I really am. I'm so sure they'll be afraid and hate me." Tears now stinged my eyes. I grabbed a tissue and dabbed my eyes, refusing to let my make-up smear. "I guess we are alike in some ways. You're a wolf and I'm a vamp. How is our friendship going to last?" I asked, nervous for her reply. I smiled a little. "I really do like Mathew, but I know Thomas will flip....and I'm scared of dating. I'm a monster...He deserves better." I dabbed quickly at my salty tears. "I'm not right for someone as sweet as him..." I blushed.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 12:59:17 GMT -5
"There's a simple answer for you first statements. If they're your real friends they won't care" I said still fixing my make-up. The second question was a little tougher to answer. I looked at her and said, "Well look at us right now. We're comforting each other not really caring about our species. It's just people like your brother or Lucian that don't get a long with other species. They barely get along with people in their own species." I laughed focusing back on my make-up for a second and sighed. Then I looked at Matthew and looked back at Fate. "Matthew is nice, but don't care about the fact that y'all are.....different. He doesn't seem to really care, so why should you?" I said very softly trying to keep the werewolves from eavesdropping.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 13:24:32 GMT -5
{Fate} Those were really good answers. "I see your points." I looked a Mathew. He was pushing his brown hair out of his eyes. "I really like him, Crystal, but my brother will freak out. I know he will."
{Mathew} I strained my ears to hear Crystal and Fate's conversation. All I could make out was:"I really like him......", but who was she talking about?
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 13:37:03 GMT -5
I tried not to look at him. I didn't want him to listen, but I know wolves. They'll listen no matter if it is rude. I can't tell you how many times I've eavesdropped. "Don't worry about your brother. Don't care like you didn't care about him not liking me. He'll get over it.....eventually." I said handing her back her compact mirror. "And thanks a lot." I smiled at her.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 13:41:13 GMT -5
{Fate} I smiled back at her. "No thank you." I hugged her, quickly. "Wait how old is he?" I giggled.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 13:46:24 GMT -5
I turned to her biting my lip. Her brother was definitely gonna get mad at the age difference. I mean it was only two years, but that and the fact that he was a werewolf was gonna get him mad. She was standing their waiting for me to reply so I finally got the courage to say, "Seventeen."
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 13:49:44 GMT -5
{Fate} I burst out laughing. "O yeah. Thomas is going to flip!" Mathew seemed hotter by the minute. I blushed.
{Mathew} She was laughing at something Crystal had said. Crystal looked amused as well. Hmmm....
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 14:03:00 GMT -5
I looked at Matt laughing myself. I saw that he was looking at us, and I turned back to Fate. I knew he had to be curious. I didn't know if he was listening though. "I think I'm ready to rejoin the group. How about you?" I asked hoping she would say yes. Inside I wanted to just runaway like I alomst did yesterday, but the thing I wanted to really escape was my life. Not where I am. It won't change my thoughts or my worries if I leave. They'll eventually all catch up with me again. I sighed inside, "My life will never be normal." I somehow felt as if someone was watching me. I looked around and saw nothing out of the ordinary and ignored it.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 14:06:57 GMT -5
{Fate} "Sure." My eyes glued on her face. Her face was full of hurt and sadness, like mine usually was. "Are you really okay?" I asked her in a soft, warm voice. She looked really upset. Then, my eyes trailed to Mathew. He was looking toward us.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 8, 2010 14:40:15 GMT -5
"To tell you the truth, no. It's nothing I can help though. It's something about my life that I've always wished was true, but I can't do anything about it. I just have to face it no matter what. Even if I am still hurting inside I can handel it now. I just need to try harder to deal with my emotions." I smiled slightly looking at her with my eyes actually twinkling with sadness, but my face was full of happiness.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 8, 2010 14:47:58 GMT -5
{Fate} I saw the sadness in her eyes. "That's how I feel everyday...." I smiled slightly, feeling a tear slide down my cheek. "And what I did will always haunt me." I bit my lip to keep from crying anymore.
{Mathew} She was about to cry. A single tear glistened on her cheek. I wanted to go and hug her, and comfort her, but I didn't know if she wanted me to. I stayed still. That's when I noticed Crystal. She was upset as well.
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