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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 10, 2011 20:39:25 GMT -5
I sobbed into his chest. "I'm sorry... I hate that you don't approve, but I want this. I feel I'm capable of doing this. I know the consequences of my actions and I feel I can handle them..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 10, 2011 22:11:59 GMT -5
I sighed softly. "Your life has already been ruined by so many other people. I don't want to see you doing that same thing yourself."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 11, 2011 2:15:15 GMT -5
I just shook my head and hugged him tighter. I sobbed even more. "I love you so much, Lucian... Please forgive me!" I cried.
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Post by Luna on Jan 11, 2011 9:55:48 GMT -5
I sighed, but I couldn't bring myself to say anything. I just stroked her hair gently.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 11, 2011 12:41:35 GMT -5
I kissed his cheek softly and cried harder. I wished he would forgive me. I loved him so much and I didn't want him to be ashamed of me for the rest of my life...
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Post by Luna on Jan 11, 2011 12:43:12 GMT -5
I sighed. "Princess, it's okay," I said softly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 11, 2011 15:43:07 GMT -5
I shook my head. "No it's not. Really I'm just scared. To tell you the truth I don't know if I will drop out. I'm considering it, but if I have enough support from Thomas I could make it through..." I said softly. "I just don't want to be like my mom... I want to care for my children and be there for them. I'm never going to hit my child. I swore that I wouldn't and I never will." I continued to cry softly into his chest. "I love you, Lucian..." I cried softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 11, 2011 16:46:06 GMT -5
I sighed. "Crystal, your mom was a psychopath, and you're probably as far from psychopathic as anyone can get in this town. You won't be like her." I gently brushed the tears off her cheeks. "I love you too."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 11, 2011 18:21:23 GMT -5
I kissed his cheek softly. I just wanted to know that I wouldn't have to worry. I didn't want to lose faith in myself. "You know what I'm pretty sure of though?" I asked him softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 11, 2011 18:22:36 GMT -5
"What is that?" I murmured, still stroking her hair gently.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 11, 2011 20:58:06 GMT -5
"I'm going to have to drink blood when I'm pregnant..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 11, 2011 21:02:45 GMT -5
I snorted. "Well, won't that be a bundle of joy?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 12, 2011 14:01:03 GMT -5
"I'm going to really hate it but I'll have to unless I want my child to kill me. It's going to be both species, but that still means they'll have a thirst for blood. If I'm not giving them any then they'll want to kill me for some..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Jan 12, 2011 17:30:13 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes. "Right. No one wants a murderous half-formed fetus."
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Post by jlcgurl on Jan 12, 2011 17:59:56 GMT -5
I sighed. I then looked in his eyes. My eyes pleading him. "Lucian... my wedding is really important to me... It's something I've been dreaming of since I could understand the concept of marriage. My father's dead and even if he wasn't I still wouldn't want him to attend my wedding. There's no one else I'd rather ask to do this, so please... will you give me away at my wedding?" I asked softly. Tears fell from my eyes as they continued to beg him softly.
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