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Post by lena12000 on Jul 18, 2010 17:26:43 GMT -5
{Fate}
I felt horrible. Matt had been so upset...Crystal was going to hate me now....Tears rolled down my cheeks. Thankfully Marcus was hunting. The only thing was I was alone and sad. If only I could have explained...Not like anyone would have believed I was trying to save them by being with Marcus. I curled in a ball on My new bed. It was new and fluffy, but I missed my home and Amity. Please let Thomas take care of her and maybe he would even take care of Crystal. I smiled at that thought. I was going to miss everyo..."Kitten?" Marcus called from the hallway. I wiped my eyes and brushed my hair back from my face. "Yes?" I asked, sweeping out of his room. "Are you alright?" He asked, studying my face. "Of course I am. Just a little home sick." His frown deepened. "Get some sleep, Kitten..." I nodded as he kissed my forehead. "Goodnight, Mark." He smiled, softly. "Night, Kitten..." I went back into the room and covered my head with the covers. I curled up again and began to sob. I'm only 15...I thought scared.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 18, 2010 18:14:05 GMT -5
{Fate}
"Morning, sleepy Kitten." Marcus said, shaking me lightly. I looked up at him startled. "Mark?" I asked, suprised at his expression. He was grinning widely and uncoldly. "At your service." He bowed old fashionly, making me laugh. "You're in a good mood." I noted. "It's rare, but when I am I'm unbeatable, Baby!" He grinned. It was really hard to resist not smiling back. "There are some new clothes for you in your closet." He whispered and walked to the door. "I'll see you in a bit." Then I was alone again. I walked over to the closet and pulled open the door. Inside was full of clothes I actually liked. Wow. I pulled out a short dark blue skirt, and a white blouse with dark blue sleeve cuffs. I looked down at the floor and there werte different pairs of shoes. I pulled out white ballet flatts. I pulled everything on and walked out of my room. "Is it cute?" Marcus looked up from his TV. "Very hawt..." He pulled me into an unexpected hug. I felt his hand slid into my hair. "There." I pulled back as he said this. "Huh?" I asked confused and touched my hair. "A bow?" He nodded. It looks great with your brown hair." I blushed and ran to the bathroom to look in the mirror. The ribbon was bright yellow. It stood out among my newly darkened hair. "It's beautiful..." I whispered. "Yeah you are." He said hugging me from behind. "Let's go for a night stroll..." I looked at him puzzled. "Night?" He nodded. "It's 11:30 at night, Kitten. "I slept a long time..." He smiled and nodded. "Come on......" He pulled me outside.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 18, 2010 18:34:20 GMT -5
{Fate}
"It was so beautiful!" I said, holding Marcus's hand, as we began to walk home. We'd walked all around. Now we were heading home. "This is such a beautiful park..." I whispered. No one wsas out and the trees were lovely. He stopped and pointed to the tree we were under. "This is where I used to hang out." He was smiling. We stood there, just looking at each other, until I wanted to look away. I started walking forward but he pulled me back. I help my hand up to press to his chest, but he grabbed it and pushed me against his chest. Our lips met softly and I stared into his eyes. He was staring at me like I was the most important thing in the world....I was all that mattered. I felt myself stop fighting and melt into him......
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 18, 2010 20:44:51 GMT -5
{Fate}
This can't happen. I said, jumping out of his arms. I can't love him. He wanted to kill people I loved....
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 19, 2010 17:09:33 GMT -5
{fate}
"What's wrong?" Marcus asked me, confused and hurt. "Um...I just can't do this. I'm sorry...." I said, tears filling my eyes. "Yes you can. It's easy. Just think about only one thing. Us. Nothing else, ok?" He asked pulling me back to him. I didn't think I could even try that, but I was scared and confused, and I needed comfort. Marcus didn't kiss me. He just held me close. I giggled. He pulled back a little. "What?" He asked with a smile. "You've changed." I said, smiling back. "I can be nice. At times. When I want to be." He laughed. "Ok...I'm only nice to you. Everyone else can go...." He didn't finish that sentence. "That's really nice!" I said, laughing. Jeez I was seriously messed up. I was inj love with a selfless, selfish, dangerous, smart-butt vampire. "But you love it..." He said out loud reading my thoughts. "Cheater." IO mumbled.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 23, 2010 21:05:30 GMT -5
{Fate}
Marcus was now asleep and I needed to speak to Crystal. "Crystal?" I asked, mentally, hoping she would answer. I was confused and scared and I knew she could help me. I did trust her. She would probably need support and understanding too. I wanted to see if she was OK and if she needed any reassurance.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 23, 2010 22:06:13 GMT -5
"Yeah?" I asked curious about what had been going on with her. I missed her, and I didn't want her getting hurt.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 23, 2010 22:10:53 GMT -5
{Fate}
"I'm terrified. I...did something I may regret later...." I said truthfully. I was shaking under my blanket. I loved hearing Crystal's mental voice. It made me calmer and safe feeling.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 23, 2010 23:37:44 GMT -5
"What happened? Tell me everything!" I said deeply worried now. I was afraid of what happened.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 24, 2010 21:35:40 GMT -5
{Fate}
I took a deep breath. "I kissed Marcus. I mean I really kissed Marcus. It just happened. I know it was wrong. I know he's trying to hurt people I care about. I'm really confused. I love him!" I mentally said. I had thought it all really really fast. "Please help me..." I begged. I just wanted her to say everything was ok. I was young and scared and I needed someone to comfort me.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 24, 2010 23:00:19 GMT -5
"Fate everything's fine. You're young, and you don't understand much about love. I don't either, trust me. You just need to go with your heart. I'll be here to comfort you when things go wrong. I'm pretty sure you'll be able to handle everything on your own. You've still got a long time to make the decision of who you want to be with, and a lot of time to make mistakes. Just do what you think is right." I thought to her smiling lightly. I understood why she was confused. I feel the same way all of the time. It wasn't hard at all to give her advice. It was all the truth. "I belive in you." I thought smiling wider.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 24, 2010 23:02:47 GMT -5
{Fate}
I smiled. "Thanks Crystal. How is Thomas and Amity?" I asked, relieved and feeling like a huge wieght was lifted off my shoulders. Crystal was the best person to talk to. She believed in me. I smiled, widely.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 24, 2010 23:12:51 GMT -5
"Thomas is....okay. I'll make sure he stays fine. Amity is perfectly fine. I'll be sure to watch after her for you." I thought with the same smile. I didn't want her worrying about anything. I mean everything was pretty much fine. The only thing that was going on didn't involve Amity or Thomas. I just wouldn't tell her right now. I gave off no signs of worry in my tone. I was perfectly calm.
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Post by lena12000 on Jul 24, 2010 23:16:39 GMT -5
{Fate}
"Thank you so much, Crystal! If I could hug you, I would!" I giggled. "Kitten?" Marcus's sleepy voice said through the door. He wasn't even paying attention enough to see I was talking to Crystal.
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Post by jlcgurl on Jul 24, 2010 23:43:28 GMT -5
"It's no problem. It's probably not a good idea to be talking to you for long though is it? We can talk later." I thought pretty sure Marcus wouldn't really like her talking to me. I mean she could probably get him to let her, but still I wasn't a favorite in his book and he wasn't one in mine. It would be best not to really go there.
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