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Post by Luna on Oct 26, 2010 17:37:12 GMT -5
{Lucian} "Another nightmare?" I murmured softly, shaking my head. She was seriously unlucky. Sunny smacked my arm and I glanced at her. "Ow," I muttered. She raised an eyebrow. "Did it really hurt?" "Waves of agony are shooting through my ribcage," I said, my voice dripping with sarcasm. "Of course it didn't, Sunny." "It will next time," she vowed under her breath, and refocused her attention to her friend. "What happened, Crystal?" she asked softly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 26, 2010 17:54:00 GMT -5
"Just another bad dream. No big deal..." I muttered softly. I noticed something had changed. "Did Alex leave?" I asked quickly knowing full well he probably didn't want to stick around. I also wanted to change the subject. I didn't want to focus on my dream.
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Post by Luna on Oct 26, 2010 18:18:31 GMT -5
{Sorina} "Yeah, he left," I said, cautiously scanning her face. "Crystal, I know your nightmares are never just nightmares. What happened?" I asked softly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 26, 2010 18:25:26 GMT -5
"It was just about the future.. A very dark and scary future I hope never cmes true..." I said softly and felt Thomas trying to enter my mind. I finally let him see it. He cringed, and held me tighter. "She dreamed about our kids... That vampire captures our vampire daughter, mistaking her for Crystal. When she went for her he tortured our daughter, ripped our son's head off, then tortured Crystal for a while, I approached and he shot me, and then he shot her in the head and killed her. The only thing is that it didn't include what happened to our other daughter...Why she's gothic though I'm curious about...." Thomas said softly looking up at Sorina.
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Post by Luna on Oct 26, 2010 18:37:07 GMT -5
{Sorina} My eyes widened. "Mio dio," I whispered softly. "You have the worst dreams, Crystal - and this coming from someone who suffered the aftermath of killing her own father."
{Lucian} My expression darkened, and I spun a ring around my finger. "Well, I bet I can make sure it never happens," I said with deceptive lightness, then looked up into her eyes. "Any idea where that bloodsucker is now?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 26, 2010 20:12:17 GMT -5
"I have no clue. He always disappears for a few years and comes back. He's never told me where he goes...." I said softly. I knew I should've let Lucian kill him earlier. Just at the time I didn't want that to happen. I think I actually thought he could protect me and help me. I didn't want him to leave. "Why did Alex leave...?" I asked curiously.
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Post by Luna on Oct 27, 2010 8:51:00 GMT -5
{Lucian} "Well... the next time I see him, I'm going to kill him. Preferably slowly," I muttered under my breath, my eyes narrowing.
{Sorina} I shrugged. "I'm not exactly sure, he just did. I think Lucian intimidated him a little."
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 28, 2010 20:45:01 GMT -5
I ignored Lucian's comment as usual. "Did he say anything...before he left?" I asked studying everyone. "Why does it even matter what he did or said? He left you. Just like he did before..." Thomas growled. I looked at him, puzzled. Why was he acting like this? Was he... jealous? It hurt me that he said that... I couldn't believe that he'd say such a thing... He noticed my hurt expression, and calmed a little. "He said, 'I'm very sorry, Crystal. I love you very much, and I'll talk to you when I can...' and kissed your cheek and left. I'm pretty sure he couldn't stand seeing what he did to you. He admitted that he took it too far. He really loves and cares for you, Crystal. I know if he had the chance he'd change the past in a heartbeat..." he said softly and a few tears fell from my eyes. Lucian was the only one who probably had no idea what was going on. I couldn't bare to rethink of that day again, but it was suddenly flashing through my mind again... I began to sob uncontrollably. I knew I couldn't handle this. It was all too much.
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Post by Luna on Oct 29, 2010 16:00:35 GMT -5
{Lucian} I leaned forward, raising my eyebrows. "What are you talking about, Princess?" I asked her softly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 29, 2010 16:47:29 GMT -5
"Alex and I have been friends since we were little. He knew everything about me, but I still neglected to tell him what I really was. Up until I really did I had always wondered how close our relationship really was. I knew that ultimately I loved him. As to how much, I had to find out... The day I eventually told him...I hate to think back to it... I transformed in front of him. I told him to not be afraid. He said he wasn't and kissed me. The worst part is not only did I now know that I truly loved him and that he loved me too, but also that he was moving the next day. I was completely heartbroken. When he finally came back this year I knew I would never feel the same love I had towards him." I said softly and looked down. I hated to think back to all of this. It hurt too much...
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Post by Luna on Oct 29, 2010 22:59:28 GMT -5
{Sorina} I sighed, leaned back, and crossed my arms lightly. "For random curiosity's sake, what is it that made him decide to come back?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 29, 2010 23:42:50 GMT -5
"He came back for me, actually. He vowed that when he turned sixteen he'd move back and get a house. He came back on the first day. It was right after I met you in my wolf form, Lucian. I couldn't stop- I just couldn't handle the thought of being with him. It hurt too much. I wanted nothing more than to be able to just forget the past, but I think I held back too much to be able hold back even more... I just couldn't..." I said and the tears began to fall. I couldn't believe I almost slipped up like that.. I hid my face to hide my emotions. I hated all of this...
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 15:29:11 GMT -5
{Sorina} I sighed and went to sit next to her, then hugged her gently. For a moment I tried to think of something to say, but when I couldn't think of anything that would really be true and still help, I just stayed silent and comforted her wordlessly.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 15:55:04 GMT -5
I hugged her back, glad neither wanted to question me. Though I felt Thomas's eyes on me carefully. When I let go of Sorina I felt Thomas grab a hold of me. He held me against the wall, his eyes full of fury. My eyes were full of fear as I said, "Thomas what-" "If you love him so much, and if he's so much better than me, then why don't you just tell him? Forget about me. Just tell him that you are hopelessly obsessed with him, and don't make him and I suffer through it. Just tell him!" he growled, and tears fell. "You need to stop holding back your feelings and lying to yourself, me, him, and Sorina. You know it's wrong. Don't make me stand here and hear all of your thoughts about him and expect it not to hurt me. You have to make a choice. It's either me or him. I'm done with all of this pain... Just make a choice..." he said and forced me to look into his eyes. I just continued to sob, having no idea what to say. I knew he was right. It was far too true. I just didn't know what to do...
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 16:04:45 GMT -5
{Lucian} I stood up quickly, my bright eyes narrowing as they flicked from Crystal to Thomas. "What the hell is going on?" I asked sharply.
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