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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 16:14:35 GMT -5
Thomas eyes narrowed as he looked at Lucian. He sighed and said, "You, she loves you. Way more than me-" "That's not true!" I argued. He slapped me hard across the face. "It is and you know it! You aren't going to lie to me." he said. I sobbed continually. "I'm sorry... To both of you..." I said sobbing. I ran off to my bathroom. Thomas tried a little to keep me from running off but I pulled away from him and ran inside. I locked the door behind me. I continued to sob. I kicked the wall as hard as I could without actually damaging it. I then fell to my knees, sobbing.
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 16:22:55 GMT -5
{Lucian} I stayed in stunned silence for a moment or two, then I wordlessly turned and walked softly down the hallway. I knocked lightly on the door. "Princess?" I asked softly. She would probably try to ignore me, but I was more than prepared to unhinge this door... again. She really needed to get it better secured.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 21:08:20 GMT -5
"Go away, Lucian, please..." I said softly. I couldn't bear to speak to him at the moment. I was far too depressed. I continued to sob, hoping he wouldn't rip off the door again....
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 21:17:05 GMT -5
I sighed. "Really? I have to do this again? You could make this so much easier if you would just open the door for me." I stepped back and silently lifted it off its hinges, then lay it against the door frame, much as before. I padded quietly into the room and sat down beside her. "Are you okay?" I asked softly. A stupid question in its base form, but this time it had multiple meanings.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 21:51:20 GMT -5
"No..." I said softly, shaking my head slowly. "I can't control my all so confusing heart... I don't know why. My life's so complicated that not even my soul mate wants me... None of you will understand how it feels... It's why you'll never understand my reasons for wanting to die. I cause nothing but pain and conflict. Just let me go..." I cried.
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 21:56:36 GMT -5
I rolled my eyes. "First of all, there's no way in hell I'm 'letting you go' as you put it. Second of all, I really don't think you can say accurately that Thomas doesn't want you. He tends to be explosive, does he not?"
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 22:29:39 GMT -5
"You should have seen how he acted when he used to want to kill me... I know I'm hurting him so deeply... Just take us out of our misery and kill me. Just do him and I the favor. It'll save a lot of people from death or further pain..." I continued to cry. I couldn't stop letting all of these thoughts out. If he slapped me or anything close to that I really wouldn't care. It'd only make me cry harder. It would only send the thoughts out more.
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Post by Luna on Oct 30, 2010 22:39:43 GMT -5
I raised an eyebrow, but didn't try to slap her. At this point, I knew that wouldn't have any effect. Instead, I stepped forward and leaned over her, effectively trapping her, my eyes glittering coldly. "Do I have to beat you again?" I hissed through my teeth.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 30, 2010 23:12:28 GMT -5
I just continued to sob. What was I supposed to say, Yes of course, since you and I both know that that's the ONLY thing that will get through to me... No, I don't think so...
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Post by Luna on Oct 31, 2010 0:24:27 GMT -5
I sighed deeply and stepped back. This was going to hurt her so much more than usual, but I'd already sworn to do it as many times as I needed to. I was a person who tended to keep my promises - when it suited me, anyway. I grabbed her arm and threw her on the floor. I picked up the metal rod yet again and slammed it against her back, this time using all of my force - and I had a lot of it. I had to make it sink in.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 31, 2010 1:18:13 GMT -5
The pain burning on my backside gave me no choice but to scream. I continued to sob. I still knew inside I wasn't coming to my senses, and I was very afraid Lucian would sense that somehow... I felt inside I couldn't stand to be beaten any longer. I was seriously going to end up paralyzed. Huh, if I keep this going they'll eventually beat me to death... Ugh I know this isn't right... I know I shouldn't be thinking this way, but I had no other choice....
{Thomas} "Is that Crystal screaming? What is going on...?" I asked cautiously, looking at Sorina warily.
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Post by Luna on Oct 31, 2010 9:58:52 GMT -5
{Lucian} I kept hitting her for much longer this time before I finally paused and narrowed my eyes at her. "Do I still need to continue?" I growled through my teeth, without dropping the rod. I was well ready to keep doing this if I needed to.
{Sorina} I sighed and lowered my face in my hands. "It's Lucian. Who knows?" I muttered.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 31, 2010 11:41:59 GMT -5
"Might as well... It doesn't seem to be getting through to me. I don't think it ever will..." I muttered softly through my continuous sobs. I knew I really couldn't bare being beaten any longer. It hurt far too much, but I also knew I had to get this through my head. With me it just wasn't sticking. Especially not with Thomas acting like that, but that was my fault. I shouldn't be thinking this way. I needed to get it out of my head.
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Post by Luna on Oct 31, 2010 15:18:36 GMT -5
I threw the rod to the side in disgust and crossed my arms, my eyes glittering with fury. "What. Do I have. To do?" I hissed.
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Post by jlcgurl on Oct 31, 2010 15:56:43 GMT -5
"Simple. JUST END MY LIFE! I would be so better off if you just beat me to death. It would end you having to hurt me any longer because at the moment that's my biggest problem! I have never gotten over how much you've hurt and me and didn't say anything! How much I've always loved you and was told I was completely insane. How much I always defended you and said you were a great person, but you just wouldn't show it yet. How much I loved you and you did nothing but hurt me in return... That pain's always been in my heart! The problem is that no matter what I still love you! More than anything I do!" I cried as I rolled over and looked him in the eyes. Tears continued to fall. I couldn't stop sobbing.
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