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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 17:49:35 GMT -5
I slapped her hard. "Crystal, don't say that. Never say that. What happened with your parents was not your fault in any way. They were psychos and child abusers and they deserved the death I gave them."
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 18:46:25 GMT -5
"If I hadn't given them a reason to be mad at me then they wouldn't have needed to punish me," I said softly as I cried.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 18:47:30 GMT -5
"Crystal, I've seen the memories. You didn't give them reason. They were sadistic."
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 19:09:03 GMT -5
"Yes I did. I kept screwing up, I didn't make that great of grades in school, I argued with them, I broke things, and I disrespected them. They were just very strict..." I said softly as I cried.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 19:09:57 GMT -5
"Don't make excuses for them! They were psycho!" I snapped.
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 19:42:14 GMT -5
"They're my parents! What does that make me?" I asked. "I was never a good child to them. I always did wrong. It was no wonder they left me. The same with Alex. I always hurt him and it took me until the day he was leaving to realize that I truly loved him. You never know how much you truly loved someone until they're gone..." I cried softly. "I always loved my parents. They've always taken care of me. They fed me every day and they gave me all that I wanted. You see all the nice things I have. I took it all for granted. I wish that I could tell them how truly sorry I am... They also gave me money to ensure that I would have enough to buy food and anything I needed. They trusted me. Now they're dead! It's all my fault!" I cried harder.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 21:13:09 GMT -5
"IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!" I shouted. "Not even a little! You can't blame yourself for what they did!" I slapped her hard again, hoping to knock her back into her senses.
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 21:26:16 GMT -5
My eyes widened and I touched my cheek. I backed up and lowered my head. Tears were rolling quickly down my cheeks. "I-I'm sorry I-I've upset you... P-please forgive me..." I said as I turned and ran up to my room. I sobbed hard into my pillow. I just wished that my life didn't have to be like this.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 21:27:38 GMT -5
I padded after her slowly and sat down on the bed beside her. "Princess," I whispered softly, at a loss for other words.
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 21:42:33 GMT -5
"All I ever do is upset everyone... I can never make anyone happy. I feel I'm lucky that I have people love me. I've never understood why though... I don't understand how I could be so lucky... To have people like you... I don't deserve your love at all..." I cried hard into the pillow still.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 21:44:14 GMT -5
"Oh, Crystal. You deserve to be cared for by someone so much better than me," I whispered, and pulled her up into my arms.
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 21:57:43 GMT -5
"I don't deserve you at all... I don't deserve love from anyone... I've done nothing but upset everyone... That's why I've always felt it'd be better if I'd never existed..." I said softly.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 21:58:45 GMT -5
"Princess, you deserve all the love in the world and more," I said seriously.
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Post by jlcgurl on Feb 12, 2011 22:27:59 GMT -5
"No I don't... You don't understand at all..." I cried even harder. "I've hurt my soulmate. I don't understand why he still loves me or why he just doesn't up and leave me..." I cried softly. I then looked at him and cried harder. "I don't understand how you haven't gotten annoyed by how obsessed I've been over you. I don't understand how you can stand me..." I cried.
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Post by Luna on Feb 12, 2011 22:33:17 GMT -5
"Hey, I made your life Hell when we first met. The least I can do is be here for you now," I said softly.
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